Requiem for a Family

Gardner Mountain was an act of faith in service of a dream.  Dad and Mom took a huge leap in their lives, to move to the mountain to build a new home.  We all have had some investment in the mountain, in the home, in the dream.  Many if not all of us, probably feel like we knew a bit of what Dad must have felt, that he was not building just a house, but a home; THE Gardner Home that would last beyond his lifetime.

My memories of working side by side with Dad go back to Ludlow.  Before Bermuda, before Rantoul, before Champaign, before Indianapolis, before Gardner Mountain.  Dad and I worked to paint Miss North’s house.  We scraped and painted the boat in Bermuda.  We tuned up the Corvair bus in Rantoul.  He taught me electronics at the bench in the garage.  We fixed TVs and dozens of other appliances – because that was Dad’s part of the American Dream: using his skills to support his family.  We built a garage in Champaign. We hauled buckets of water out of the sump, in the dark, during an ice storm power outage.  We worked on dozens of projects on Central Avenue, including repairing the damage from an exploded water tank because another attempt to save a few dollars almost killed one of his kids. We cut dozens of trees for other people and cut and hauled dozens of trees off Gardner Mountain for firewood.

What is the point, of all this?  The thousands of times I worked side by side with Dad provided me with a point of view of how Dad thought, how Dad viewed life and his Family.  Dad suffered no fools gladly.  Dad was willing to bend a few rules, but he also valued skills, trust, hard work, and careful thought.  Over and over again, my memory of him has been sullied (attempted) by various members of the Gardner Family by telling me Dad would have embraced the culture of lies in the hate-based political cult.  He would not have.  They justify their hate of those who don’t look like them, who don’t speak like them, who don’t live like them, all in service of the fascist dream this world has seen before, and are all so willing to destroy Dad’s Gardner Family in the process.

We’ve lost Dad.  We’ve lost Jim.  Jim, despite all his problems, tried his best to live up to Dad’s ideals in support of Dad’s Dream of Gardner Mountain as a Family Home.  Now we have lost Mom to Faux News.  She has embraced the cult to the point of attacking her own children for not being members of the same cult.  The eldest son has never stepped up to weigh in on the situation that I’ve seen.  The remaining four siblings have baptized themselves, confirmed themselves, and married themselves into a false religion.  And in the process, they have destroyed Dad’s Gardner Family.  Now I know, the cult members are screaming – “No, WE are still a family” or “It’s all your fault”!  And so, maybe a few of you are a dysfunctional hate-based family, but you are no longer Dad’s Gardner Family.  You no longer are living Dad’s Dream of The Gardner Family on Gardner Mountain.

Monica and I have not felt like a Member of Dad’s Gardner Family for years.  The incessant scrambling to control Gardner Mountain’s financial resources, the unending stream of insults and accusations, and the poisoning of all family dynamics with noxious politics have destroyed any reason to claim family membership.  Mary’s vindictive nature and her need for total control, refusing to let Monica and I disconnect from the LLC.

You laughed at us when we told you how bad Covid would get.  Hundreds of thousands died needlessly. You laughed (and attacked) us when we told you how this cult would end up.    Someday in the not-too-distant future, you will realize there is nothing funny or good about the cult that you’ve made a part of your family’s lives.  Enjoy your fantasy while you can.

So, there you have it.  Anyone reading this who wants to connect to the cult side of Gardner Mountain, to see Mary’s landscaping, her role as presumptive leader of the family, as well as her political diatribes, they can be found at gardnermountainllc.com

Mike

P.S.  The maga cult are protesting furiously, attempting to bolster their belief in the corrupt POS.  Deep down, beneath the thin crust of hypocritical christianity, beneath the viscous layers of hate, misogyny, xenophobia, racism, and homophobia; buried away in their subconscious – “You know I’m right!”. 

Those in a cult are trapped in their own minds.

Well, it’s nice to know that Mary reads my blogs.  Unfortunately, Mary is so, so deep into maga bullshit what she writes is completely bereft of any truth or logic.  Magas do two things.  One, they usurp and corrupt definitions – twisting them to mean what they want them to mean.  Two – they project.  ANYTHING they are accused of, anything they’ve actually done, and despite the volumes of evidence that the accusations are true, turn around and accuse others OF THE EXACT SAME THING. 

It’s plain and simple, Trump and his minions are fascists and totalitarian wannabes. Play with words all you want, but Trump is parroting Hitler, is a racist, a rapist, a misogynist, a xenophobe, a criminal, a traitor, and a fraud.  So, pretend otherwise, but there really isn’t a question on any of that. Oh, and he’s quickly sliding into dementia. He can’t draw a complete audience, can’t keep people in their seats all the while telling 3-4 lies a minute and when he’s not lying, he’s calling people names like a third grader.

His plan is Project 2025.  Despite his recent attempts to distance himself from it, there is plenty of video evidence of him speaking about it, at the cesspool where it was written and complimenting their work.  Many of the people who helped write it are part of his circle.  P2025 is a blueprint to turn America into Russia.  

So fuck all you MAGAS who think you can simply rewrite history and edit dictionaries to assuage your shredded consciences.

Update: Mom is in full maga mode now. She kept trying to “win me over to her side” by regurgitating trump bullshit, taunting me and calling me names. I had to finally block her phone number. Mom is well into dementia as far as we can tell from this distance. Her short-term memory is gone (by her own admission). She can’t answer the simplest questions about GardnerMTN, the trust, her will – ANYTHING. She still mistakenly thinks each of us kids will get 1/7th of the estate. That train left the station years ago but that is what she is saying. Trump is the second coming of Jesus in her mind. Everything he does is ok by her. She doesn’t realize she will lose what little retirement and healthcare she currently gets if he gets back in the Whitehouse. Joseph, Mary, Jeanne, John and Matt are complicit in all this.

I hear only Jeanne and David showed up for wood cutting. Wonder why the rest of the family decided not to step foot on the property.

Mike

P.S. just saw the latest screed from gardnermountainllc.com Mary’s fecal matters is PAGES LONG. Mary is desperate to convince herself that trump isn’t a worthless piece of shit, felon, racist incompetent loser.

Hi Mary!!!

Just trying to be helpful!

Since some of my relatives seem to be having difficulty understanding the words they toss around frivolously, I’ve included below some definitions of terms:

Communism (from Latin communis, ‘common, universal’)[1][2] is a sociopoliticalphilosophical, and economic ideology within the socialist movement,[1] whose goal is the creation of a communist society, a socioeconomic order centered around common ownership of the means of production, distribution, and exchange that allocates products to everyone in the society based on need.[3][4][5] A communist society would entail the absence of private property and social classes,[1] and ultimately money[6]and the state (or nation state).[7][8][9]

I.E. Democracy is NOT Communism.  Communism isn’t the opposite of Authoritarianism.

Authoritarianism is a political system characterized by the rejection of political plurality, the use of strong central power to preserve the political status quo, and reductions in democracyseparation of powerscivil liberties, and the rule of law.[1][2] Political scientists have created many typologies describing variations of authoritarian forms of government.[2] Authoritarian regimes may be either autocratic or oligarchic and may be based upon the rule of a party or the military.[3][4] States that have a blurred boundary between democracy and authoritarianism have some times been characterized as “hybrid democracies”, “hybrid regimes” or “competitive authoritarian” states.[5][6][7]

Minimally defined, an authoritarian government lacks free and competitive direct elections to legislatures, free and competitive direct or indirect elections for executives, or both.[11][12][13][14] Broadly defined, authoritarian states include countries that lack human rights such as freedom of religion, or countries in which the government and the opposition do not alternate in power at least once following free elections.[15] Authoritarian states might contain nominally democratic institutions such as political parties, legislatures and elections which are managed to entrench authoritarian rule and can feature fraudulent, non-competitive elections.[16]

I.E. Democracy is NOT Authoritarianism.  Trump wants Authoritariansim: Project 2025

Marxism is a political philosophy and method of socioeconomic analysis. It uses a dialectical materialist interpretation of historical development, better known as historical materialism, to analyse class relations, social conflict, and social transformation. Marxism originates with the works of 19th-century German philosophers Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels. Marxism has developed over time into various branches and schools of thought, and as a result, there is no single, definitive Marxist theory.[1] Marxism has had a profound effect in shaping the modern world, with various left-wing and far-left political movements taking inspiration from it in varying local contexts.[2][3][4]

In addition to the various schools of thought, which emphasise or modify elements of classical Marxism, several Marxian concepts have been incorporated into an array of social theories. This has led to widely varying conclusions.[5] Alongside Marx’s critique of political economy, the defining characteristics of Marxism have often been described using the terms “dialectical materialism” and “historical materialism”, though these terms were coined after Marx’s death and their tenets have been challenged by some self-described Marxists.[6]

I.E. Democracy is NOT Marxism. 

Fascism (/ˈfæʃɪzəm/ FASH-iz-əm) is a far-rightauthoritarianultranationalist political ideology and movement,[1][2][3] characterized by a dictatorial leader, centralized autocracymilitarism, forcible suppression of opposition, belief in a natural social hierarchy, subordination of individual interests for the perceived good of the nation or race, and strong regimentation of society and the economy.[2][3] Opposed to anarchismdemocracypluralismegalitarianismliberalismsocialism, and Marxism,[4][5] fascism is placed on the far-right wing within the traditional left–right spectrum.[6][5][7]

TRUMP, Projuct 2025 are Fascism and Authoritarianism, and Mysoginy and xenophobia and racism.

Neo-Nazism comprises the post-World War II militant, social, and political movements that seek to revive and reinstate Nazi ideology. Neo-Nazis employ their ideology to promote hatred and racial supremacy (often white supremacy), to attack racial and ethnic minorities (often antisemitism and Islamophobia), and in some cases to create a fascist state.[1][2]

Neo-Nazism is a global phenomenon, with organized representation in many countries and international networks. It borrows elements from Nazi doctrine, including antisemitism, ultranationalismracismxenophobiaableismhomophobiaanti-communism, and creating a “Fourth Reich“. Holocaust denial is common in neo-Nazi circles.

I.E. Trump

Racism is discrimination and prejudice against people based on their race or ethnicity. Racism can be present in social actions, practices, or political systems (e.g. apartheid) that support the expression of prejudice or aversion in discriminatory practices. The ideology underlying racist practices often assumes that humans can be subdivided into distinct groups that are different in their social behavior and innate capacities and that can be ranked as inferior or superior. Racist ideology can become manifest in many aspects of social life. Associated social actions may include nativismxenophobiaothernesssegregationhierarchical rankingsupremacism, and related social phenomena. Racism refers to violation of racial equality based on equal opportunities (formal equality) or based on equality of outcomes for different races or ethnicities, also called substantive equality.[1]

I.E. Trump

Xenophobia (from Ancient Greekξένος (xénos), “strange, foreign, or alien”, and φόβος (phóbos), “fear”)[1] is the fear or dislike of anything which is perceived as being foreign or strange.[2][3][4] It is an expression which is based on the perception that a conflict exists between an in-group and an out-group and it may manifest itself in suspicion of one group’s activities by members of the other group, a desire to eliminate the presence of the group which is the target of suspicion, and fear of losing a national, ethnic, or racial identity.[5][6]

I.E. Trump

Misogyny (/mɪˈsɒdʒɪni/) is hatred of, contempt for, or prejudice against women or girls. It is a form of sexism that can keep women at a lower social status than men, thus maintaining the social roles of patriarchy. Misogyny has been widely practised for thousands of years. It is reflected in artliterature, human societal structure, historical events, mythologyphilosophy, and religion worldwide.

An example of misogyny is violence against women, which includes domestic violenceand, in its most extreme forms, misogynist terrorism and femicide. Misogyny also often operates through sexual harassment, coercion, and psychological techniques aimed at controlling women, and by legally or socially excluding women from full citizenship. In some cases, misogyny rewards women for accepting an inferior status.

Misogyny can be understood both as an attitude held by individuals, primarily by men, and as a widespread cultural custom or system. Sometimes misogyny manifests in obvious and bold ways; other times it is more subtle or disguised in ways that provide plausible deniability.

I.E. Trump

Malignant narcissism is a psychological syndrome comprising a mix of narcissismantisocial behaviorsadism, and a paranoid outlook on life.[1] Malignant narcissism is not a diagnostic category defined in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV-TR). Rather, it is a subcategory of narcissistic personality disorder(NPD)[2] which could also include traits of antisocial personality disorderparanoid personality disorder

Malignant narcissists are grandiose and always ready to raise hostility levels, which undermines the families and organizations in which they are involved, and dehumanizes the people with whom they associate.[3]

I.E. Trump

Narcissistic mortification is “the primitive terror of self dissolution, triggered by the sudden exposure of one’s sense of a defective self … it is death by embarrassment“.[1] The concept has been widely employed in ego psychology and also contributed to the roots of self psychology.

When narcissistic mortification is experienced for the first time, it may be defined as a sudden loss of control over external or internal reality, or both. This produces strong emotions of terror while at the same time narcissistic libido (also known as ego-libido) or destrudo is built up.[2] Narcissistic libido or ego-libido is the concentration of libido on the self. Destrudo is the opposite of libido and is the impulse to destroy oneself and everything associated with oneself.

I.E. Trump

Return….

In a conversation with Mom a few days back, I said the following:

When we can find the time, a time when we can spend more than a day or two at GM, we will come to visit. It won’t matter whether Mary is at the mountain or not. There will be no conditions (pre or post) with respect to this visit. There will be no required meetings. Mary can participate or not as she chooses, but Deb and I will be spending time with Mom and helping out when and where possible.

love, mike

Update – Mary made another post to the LLC web site (in part below) right after trump was convicted. Mary, Trump will be in jail come January – or self-exiled to Russia, Venezuela, Ecuador…. No amount of money is going to save this election. Most of the money he is collecting is paying his legal bills. Accept it, move on, maybe the Republican party can finally wise up and choose a real human being to lead their party. See you in 2028.

 

Mary crap

Yet another step deeper step into shit at GM……

More BS about how bad Biden did (not the 30+ lies trump told) and her dreams about a big Christian Fascist Nationalist victory in November.  Sorry Mary, it’s not going to happen and the orange turd WILL end up in prison.  Oh, and I fixed your flag for you…..

 

So, it is August now.  Kamala is the candidate.  Kamala is our only hope of America surviving.  trump is still being trump, only more of a self-caricature.  He’s picked a VP who is even a worse caricature of trump.  

Project 2025 is a blueprint for an autocracy.  If allowed to be implemented,  a despot would be in charge of the country and the only elections we have will be “Putin elections”.  Trump won’t survive his second term – he will be replaced the moment enough of P2025 is implemented.  He will be replaced by someone just as morally deficient, but way more cunning.  

Hi Mary, I know you read me.  Show this to Mom, I dare you.

Everything below is easily corroborated so long as one doesn’t only watch fox or newsmax.  

Trump is a criminal.  Trump is a liar.  Trump is racist.  Trump is a rapist.  Trump is a Malignant Narcissist.  Trump is a traitor.  Trump led an insurrection.  Trump and his Christian Nationalists are USING Christians in this country to achieve POWER.  They hope to achieve that power by promising things that will never come, just like his presidency.  In his lifetime, he’s only spent a few days in churches.  He couldn’t quote the bible to save his soul or his life.  No wall was built.  Covid didn’t go away (Debbie and I knew what was coming, there was CLEAR EVIDENCE – we told you after Jim’s funeral – you laughed at us; Trump ignored, a million Americans died).  Trump knew what was coming. Trump lied – told you to use bleach, failed to act, yet you still follow him.  Trump has three more major legal cases against him and every month, evidence of more illegal activity surfaces.  But he will only be president for about 6 months before the powers behind him decide the useful idiots time is up and replace him with someone even worse.  They just need trump to finish trashing the Constitution first.

Trump gave huge tax breaks to the richest of the rich and raised taxes on the middle class.  Project 2025 will do this again even more.  You’ll lose some if not all of your benefits, social security, medicare, and military health care – it is all targeted in Project 2025.

His so-called rallies – nothing but lies and personal attacks.  Plans for America?  He has none other than project 2025.  He claims to not be involved with it, but there is lots of video evidence where he talks about it; how fine a plan it is.  He now disavows it because America now has read it and it is costing him votes.  He didn’t write it (isn’t capable of reading/writing above 12 year old level), but he is fully aware of what it says and fully on board with it.

He cheated on his first wife with his to be second wife.  Cheated on his second wife with his to be third wife. Cheated on his third wife with a porn star.  Illegally paid the porn star to be quiet using campaign funds.

He flew around numerous times with Jeffry Epstein – a convicted pedophile and child trafficker.  There is credible evidence that he raped under-aged girls.  Yet his GOP cronies are doing everything they can to fix the next election, hampering the voting process, and putting people in place to try to NOT accept the popular vote.  If somehow trump were elected it would be the LAST election for America.  After that there would only be “Putin elections” and trump would be replaced by someone far worse than trump; someone who won’t just be faking Christianity but who will openly oppose it because morality gets in the way of power and greed. But you do you.  I believe a hundred million clear-thinking Americans will vote his ass into oblivion in November.

Some people say trump was sent by God.  Others say trump was sent by God to test us.  If that is true and you are still supporting trump, then you have failed God’s test.

Finally, the man is going senile.  He can’t answer simple questions without rambling “word salad” or going on endlessly on how good or smart he is without ever answering the question.  The Maga powers that be selected him because they thought they could control him, but he is rapidly short-circuiting.  Even the GOP have acknowledged that he cannot win this election and their only hope is election interference and getting maga operatives into the election management positions to try to stop the vote from being accepted so the question can get to the utterly corrupted Supreme Court. Good luck wth that.  Harris/Walz will win by over 20 million votes.  

Fascism?

So, Mary is busy over on gardnermountainllc.com posting bits of information and fuzzy pictures on the mountain and as always including her “fecal matters” – IOW, bullshit at the end.

In her last sentence, she calls the BOI FACSISM – which is so incredibly funny (if it wasn’t so sick).

facsism: Political ideology

Fascism is a far-right, authoritarian, ultranationalist political ideology and movement, characterized by a dictatorial leader, centralized autocracy, militarism, forcible suppression of opposition, belief in a natural social hierarchy, subordination of individual interests for the perceived good of the nation or race, and strong regimentation of society and the economy.Wikipedia

That LITERALLY is trump’s plan for 2025 – as in to become the next hitler. Mary worships trump, the biggest fascist the USA has ever seen, the guy who has multiple times stated he will become a dictator, etc, etc, etc. So, as usual, trumpies PROJECT their own worst characteristics onto others.

mike